As you walk into the room she runs full force into you And her soul fills you to the brim as you hold her, trembling, in your arms. You let her cry For what was only seconds. But to you it seemed like eternity. It’s always eternity with her- For time itself stops…and pauses to drink in your warmth and bask in the glow of your love. Her voice on the oth
not sure how i feel about that-other than i suppose i would agree that being judgemental is a great sin...
::grr:: i am reallly agitated right now. i was out with some friends last night and nathan calls like.....5 or 6 times and among other things says hes left me a present at the apartment. so me and a rather large group of friends head home after awhile and low and behold-there is a balloon animal teddy bear with a heart and poetry written all over him with black sharpee! it said stuff about how
i broke up with nathan last night. it was hard but it was what I needed to do. i just feel like i'm at a point where i'm starting a new chapter in my life. im growing and i need to do it alone. i feel that if he really loves me he will let me go-and if its meant to be, we'll both grow up and get back together. and if we grow apart, then it wasnt meant to be in the first place. what worri
i cant be explicit but right now i am really confused. i honestly dont know if nathan is really changing or just acting like it. i want him to change but deep down im a firm believer that people change their actions but not their beliefs. so its hard for me to see him changing(that is if hes trying to change at all) ok and maybe i have trust issues.....but all that tossed in with a friend who has a thing for me makes life one hell of a burden right now
all i am going to say is that i agree. its good to help those in need-only if they are trying to help themselves. we all must admit that with all the people who truly need welfare there are just as many using it as an easy out. theres always some of each. but as long as there is a system, someone will screw it...so we have to take the bad with the good...or the good with the bad....however you want to see it....
lol. thanks you two. she actually reminds me of you dharma! its great cuz shes older than i am and totally understands where im coming from cuz shes been there...ive been praying for guidance....and the Goddess definately sent me a sign when i saw Darby's address!
scotch and lavender-my grandma idodine and vaseline-my poppy (he thought those two could cure anything) sunflower-scents-my mom...theyre her favorites hugo or hot chocolate-nathan my cats fur....very comforting as i tend to snuggle them when im crying
man what a day! last night was hard cuz nathan left-with all the problems we have, i still love him and it was just hard to sleep by myself after so long. but i got up for work today and life, as they say, goes on. i just wonder where "they" are when the shit hits the fan? so i was at work today helping people pick out clothes and this woman comesa in and shes totally cool and we get aalong really well, then i go to ring her up and check her ID an
i agree with trin-cuz i love you for this too! ive been there myself.....i have yet to forget my first love, and try as i might i cant hate him b/c we were best friends for quite a while before we hooked up. heres one quote that might help...ii got it from a friend... "Don't let people from the past bother you. There's a reason they didn't make it to your future."
age means didly squat!!!!!!!! you are absolutly fabulous-and you look good too!!!!! ;) just be true to you-thats all that matters!! and email me! soon! please............?
...work was hell tonight. what makes people think that they can treat other people like slaves? i work in a clothing store and get paid $7/hr with no commision- and these customers dont even treat me like a person! once again, i hate people...ruh. so, im going through an extremely hardtime right now and cant get ahold of my best friend in PA. it sucks. any prayers from anyone would be appreciated...... ;( Angel Sarah McLachlan</
uh. i hate the whole world. first of all let me vent- immature kids kill me. if you cant get over it-dont be with the person....no one can forgive and forget that shit. raaah!!! ok. sorry.... now i have a real problem. nathans moving out but i cant break the lease. and no one wants to move in with me cuz im in a one bedroom...so im screwed. royally. and i miss chris. im worried about him....
i love dharma grl thats all there is to it!
paradoxly (is that a word?) i agree with all you...im just waiting it out and enjoying my life...or trying to....and dharmagrl-you better not forget me! :) ive kept your situation in the back of my mind-its helped a lot! i need someone to lean on...since i cant seem to get ahold of chris....:(
i have my listed on my campus hook site...but maybe i will cut and paste them....and ironically one of the ones on mine is that TBS quote. rock on, Trin, rock on..... ;)
:::sighs::: things are improving one day at a time. nathan and i are still broken up, and im still moving back home, but he started going to a counselor (who happens to be an aquitance of ours). the counselor, marty, has helped open his eyes-he has a whole new attitude. he wants to change...which is a start. i do love him, despite it all, but i am not taking him back. not yet anyway. i have decided that if its meant to be he will follow through with th
and knight7mare.....i loooove the name. we seem to be well-matched. if you have the hero complex, i most definately have the princess one..... im me sometime... AIM: brokedownprncess
well this one is kind of obvious......ive always been my poppy's little princess...but there are times when i feel broken.....and also i was inspired by the movie "brokedown palace". and my other one-my email- is pheonix_fire13...this one is more complex....13 is my lucky number...and i love friday the 13th-i have awesome days on those. i know it i spelled it wrong....but the other way was taken....and when i astral project my spirit takes the sha
nathan has definately crossed the line this time...ive had it!!! this is what happened- first of all he gets furious when i hang out with my guy friends and he's not there.....so i planned on telling him that i was hanging out with reggie last night....WELL, i got to his work and he feels sick (meaning hes being a huge dick to me and taking it all out on...guess who...me!). so hes going off on me before i can even tell him.....so i get fed up and leave
thank you for all the support and prayers......
thank you. your assumptions are mostly correct....and actually it was not my father but my mother-shes always been overbearing strong and independent-and i was the shy kid who liked to read. she always saw me as weak-in turn my sister, who is just like her and younger than me, always got out of trouble-my mother always said it was my fault cuz i "knew better". i learned to hold my tounge-and my emotions-at about age 4. i also learned to take on full re
i wish you were home so we could talk...ive had "across the sea" on repeat for who knows how long.....i need you more than i ever have before, i wonder if you can feel it too...i miss you...my heart aches for you........ :(
i dont even know where to start on this blog........ive been crying for days on end...and i feel like it now but the tears have dried up inside of me. things as i have said, have gotten bad with nathan. but i never said how bad...hes very emotionally abusive. and its gotten out of control. and i may have "battered woman" syndrome but i feel like i cant live without him.....(chrissypoo being the only one who makes me see a glimmer of hope that maybe-jus
yeah i got your back muggaz....together we shall rule the world one day...or at least your parents basement....lol.
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