Damn.
Sorry for ruining the fun, as anticipated....
anyway, I appreciate all your concern and I've figured I have this to say:
Storm: That's correct, I do greatly fear rejection, however, I do want what's best for her. The only two things stopping me from telling her are that 1: She has a BF and GF and 2: If it all falls down, I lose all my friends. It's a risk, yes, but... given that I don't really care for most of my friends anymore (and that she's getting to the point of splitting off from them), all I have to do is outlast Ethan.
IFear: Firstly; you can't take Veers' place in the art of angering me.
Secondly: Why not take your own advice? Everything is easy to say, but how easy is it to DO?
Moving on... that girl can take me up and pull me down, she essentially made my day today one of my best in a while. (I also managed to secure her nickname as "Princess" and mine as "koda")
Morph: Firstly: Thx for the advice. Secondly: I think one of the reasons you try to help me out so much is because you either were in a similar predicament, or you just enjoy the feeling of satisfaction from knowing you made another happy camper. Anyway, I have come to the conclusion that I will tell her, once Ethan (if, I should say) leaves. There is good news on that front, she says he's getting clingy (the same problem as last time) so I give him a month, 2 tops.
All in all, I apologize again for ruining the fun, and for being selfish by wandering in here and pleading for help. I'm going to try to put this behind me for the rest (4 days...
) of Spring Break, and try to post as much as I can while Dad's home...
Xer0 \^/